Dramatic Life
Now, having a interesting life that i have never been through before.
I thought it would only happened in drama that television programme broadcast, but i was wrong! Seriously wrong. I do not know what is exactly wrong with the current life. I felt as thought everyday I’m filming in a drama. This definitely not the life i used to have. And of course, i would not let this carry on.
Had a small supper night with Edmund the night before. Shared with him a small part of my current life. He commented that i complained a lot. );
His advise is something like do/deal with it or quit it.
Of course, i won’t give up this easy but have no idea how long more i can take it.
As compare to Freshmen Orientation to VoiceOut 2008/09, somehow, somewhat i had controlled alittle of my feeling and the way i let out of my frustration. Still not the best. Still learning.
Being an Administrator for Games Department during Freshmen Orientation and an Assistant Programme Manager for VoiceOut 2008/09, both have it’s own challenge on me. As never been a leader before. I have alot more to learn as compare to all.
In Games Department, i am only an Administrator. Most of the time, i was not really in Games Department but still at that point of time i get along well, not very well, with all in Games Department. I do not find it hard to communicate with them. Probably at that time, i still do not know all of them well.
Now i am VoiceOut 2008/09 Assistant Programme Manager, one of the In-Charge, i found it hard to actually communicate with all including of Games Department members. Maybe it is because of the different position who are in and the number of members in VoiceOut 2008/09. But somehow this is far to ridicule for such thing to actually happen now.
Now i already find myself less commit into this VoiceOut 2008/09, I did not purposely go and find any excuse not to attend any meeting but maybe this is meant to be this way that hint me to take a break. Which is true, i need a break. However when i am having a break, i can’t help it of thinking of JingJie. Not that i like him, but he is contributing so much more but the rest of the In-Charge is resting. I know that feeling is bad, that is why i am always super guilty about it. However, Not all the In-Charge would think this way. Somehow, DeCong & Syirah have not been doing his/her part for being Programme Manager and Assistant Stage Manager respective. This is not fair.
Yes, I know Life is Unfair. But it is way too unfair for JingJie to work alone. Though yes, i tired my best to work with him. But still he should deserve more help from DeCong and Syirah. Whenever there’s thing, JingJie would come to me and discuss with me and then inform DeCong and Syirah which this should not be the way. Like what seniors always said, follow the hierarchy. Again, i am not complaining but rather JingJie deserve more help from DeCong and Syirah so at least JingJie does not have to work till so late and always fell asleep in the class and missed lesson.
Eventhough, i am still quite mad over few issues that took place in the first week of the planning stage but i decided to let go and live with it.
I had see through you, i do not know you 100% percent but at least i know you are not those responsible people! fear not, you are in my dislike list.
Planning Stage had over, sort of. “Thanks to JingJie for actually pushed on the Seniors to ask them approved our proposal”
Tomorrow is the start of the Registration booth. It would be till next Monday, i hope it would be smooth.
Soon, Trials run.
Then, Actually day.
As we goes on, we’ll remember all the times that we had been together……
